Just so everyone who cares for me knows.. I am not always under this dark cloud of sadness. I have plenty to be happy about, and your friendship and support is at the top of my list. I have your friendship, I am healthy, I am very strong, I live in
a great environment, I don't get up at night to pee, I am financially secure.. I really have it all,, except for one large part of my life. Since we aren't given a time table of life, I am coming to grips with what will be. I am ready. I have done most of
the things that you are told to do .Lawyer, financial advisor, Cantor Marci, Veterans Administration, Toale Bros.. This is what I want to share with everyone. These are the things that need to be done while you can think coherently. Its therapeutic
to know that what has to be done, is being done. It lets me feel as if I am in control. So , there you have it. I'm going back to posting about Noodle. L'Chaim .