September 19

The High Holy Days are starting and for the first time that I can remember, I'm not that ready for them. The hurricane took its toll on my psyche. Maybe when Yom Kippur comes, I will more ready . I do want to forgive everyone who hurt me. I probably didn't even know you were doing whatever it was that hurt me. Sometimes it is good to be oblivious and unobservant to words or actions going on around me. Then I hope I am forgiven for any hurt that I might have done to anyone.I'm not usually mean or vindictive, so I may not even have known I was not being my best self. I've mentioned before that I do believe and hope that I will be inscribed in the book of light. Some where ,way back in my childhood, I caught on to this idea and it has stuck. It seems hokey to actually write this down, but Bob has reminded me that I have a fifty fifty chance of being inscribed for another year. I lived last year , overcoming obstacles, getting more wrinkles. losing people I cared for, losing a great pet, but I have a whole next year to see what is in store for me. I hope the inscription is a good one and written in stone. (ink is OK too)

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22.05 | 08:38

so glad youre here mom!

29.08 | 13:45

Don't quite know how this got to me but it was on the top line of my computer (not in email) But I really enjoyed it. I truly admire you.

31.07 | 07:02

Leona, do you have a date or a booked flight that you come back ?

20.07 | 13:55

Everything sounds so wonderful Leona. Venice will seem boring . I would want to move to Portownsend where the kids are living. All sounds great . Is there?

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