May 27

Every now and then, I am structure with how unfair life can be and how little control we actually have . We can choose a lot of our actions. Like being helpful, loving,kind,generous. But when it comes to being able to choose living over dying, we sometimes find ourselves asking "why did that happen". I can reach out and physically touch two people who have life defining illness and another who is physically further away, but still in my loop. I look for reasons , if not for answers. There is the argument that there are a lot of really bad people in the world. How can they live a longer life hurting people , when the people that I am thinking of are good people , who will have a struggle to stay with us. In Judaism we are encouraged to struggle with the why, to ask questions , to look for answers. I am struggling and I don't know where to look for the why.

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29.08 | 13:45

Don't quite know how this got to me but it was on the top line of my computer (not in email) But I really enjoyed it. I truly admire you.

31.07 | 07:02

Leona, do you have a date or a booked flight that you come back ?

20.07 | 13:55

Everything sounds so wonderful Leona. Venice will seem boring . I would want to move to Portownsend where the kids are living. All sounds great . Is there?

19.07 | 12:33

That lavender sounds very nice!

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